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*Drum-roll please* My book title is……

Girl at The End of the World my escape from fundamentalism and search for faith with a future by: Elizabeth Esther Releasing early spring 2014 pssst: like my FB author page to get early, insider announcements and book info!

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Nothing less than everything

I gave everything I had to the first two drafts of my book. And now, I must give more. This has shattered me. Because it is true. I must give more. And yet, giving more is not what I thought … Continue reading

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6:04 am. January 24, 2013. MY BOOK IS DONE.

He brought me up out of an horrible pit, out of the miry clay, and set my feet upon a rock making my footsteps firm. –Psalm 40:2 I made it. I’m here. I’m safe. I’m free. I finished, by His … Continue reading

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What writing a book looks like

Writer’s block Frustration! Almost giving up Accepting there’s no way around the pain, only through it Finish the scene. Then cry about it. Scotch. On the rocks.

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The story fights for me

Felt completely heartbroken last night. Just utterly torn up and wrecked. I’ve reached that point in the book where I feel like I simply can’t, can’t, can’t take another step. I want to quit. I want to raise the white … Continue reading

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If I go missing, come look for me in 1984.

I don’t know how people write books and blogs simultaneously. I really wish I had that kind of superpower. But I don’t. I can’t even write a blog post right now. My whole entire self is stuck in 1984. At … Continue reading

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My shadow days are over

I finished my book and emailed it to my editor. One minute later I freaked out. It was like giving birth and then mailing off your baby. I’ve been wandering around for a week in a daze. I have anxiety. … Continue reading

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Compassion

“Compassion can never coexist with judgment because judgment creates distance, the distinction which prevents us from really being with the other.” –Henri Nouwen, The Essential Henri Nouwen I have been very quiet here. I am deeply ensconced in book-writing. Last … Continue reading

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A Time To Write

I finally let myself feel it. I dressed up and went out to celebrate my book deal. The twins saw me all dressed up and demanded to know if I was a princess. Also, Mommy, can I smelling you? Jude … Continue reading

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Random House. RANDOM HOUSE. R-A-N-D-O-M H-O-U-S-E.

Guess what I got yesterday? My official 2 book contract with…. RANDOM HOUSE! I just signed, sealed and mailed it. I’m gonna write books, yo! In other freakanomic news, my entire first book is due in November. Which means (for … Continue reading

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