I'm Elizabeth Esther.
Welcome to my website!

My book, “Girl at The End of the World,” was published in 2014 by Convergent Books (an imprint of Penguin Random House) and is available wherever books are sold.

Click here to order my book from Amazon.

Praise for Girl at the End of the World ...

"Esther's descriptions of her claustrophobic childhood faith are clear and compelling."—Publishers Weekly
"Witty, insightful, courageous and compelling—the kind of book you plan to read in a week but finish in a day. I cannot recommend it enough."—Rachel Held Evans, NYT bestselling author
"Elizabeth Esther ignites the pages from the first chapter and the book burns with honest revelation and bold transparency right till the last page...a brave spiritual memoir." —Ann Voskamp, NYT bestselling author
"Girl at the End of the World adds to an important line of ex-fundamentalist survival stories...Most importantly, though, these memoirs amplify the once voiceless among us." —Christianity Today
"...an unforgettable memoir..eye-opening, powerfully written, and offers a vital perspective in the conversation about fundamentalism and religious abuse." —Jason Boyett, author of 'O Me of Little Faith'
"There is life on every page. 'Girl at the End of the World' is evidence that sometimes our scars make the most beautiful art." —Josh James Riebock, author of 'Heroes and Monsters'


My second book, Spiritual Sobriety: how a religious experience addict got sober by ordinary grace,” releases in March, 2016. 


I grew up inside a homegrown Christian fundamentalist church–which is a nice way of saying I'm classically trained in apocalyptic stockpiling, street preaching, and the King James Version of the Bible. I know hundreds of obscure nineteenth-century hymns by heart and have such razor sharp "modesty vision" that I can spot a miniskirt a mile away. Verily, verily I say unto thee, none of these highly specialized skills ever got me a job, but at least I'm all set for the end of the world. Selah.

Some of my most popular posts about recovering from fundamentalism:

Top Ten Signs of An Abusive Church

How To Recover From a Damaging Church Experience 

I Kissed My Humanity Goodbye: how purity culture dehumanizes women 

What Not To Say To Someone Who Has Experienced Spiritual Abuse 

Top Five Reasons People Join Cults (hint: it's not because they're stupid) 

Shunning, Shaming and other Fundamentalist Scare Tactics 

Burning Out for Jesus (and organized sports)


In 2006, I began blogging as a way to deconstruct my life inside a fundamentalist cult. Old posts are available in my ARCHIVES.

Now that I’ve written a book about my experiences inside fundamentalism, my blog is evolving. These days, my writing is primarily focused on recovery, embracing mystery and living with an open heart. All new blog entries are available by clicking on the JOURNAL button at the top of this page. If you were subscribed to my "old blog's RSS" feed, you will need to RE-SUBSCRIBE to the JOURNAL RSS in order to receive new posts. To receive the quarterly "EE-Letter" which contains separate content, please sign up via the email box on the sidebar.

Today I live in Southern California. My days are full of writing and mothering my five children. I love rescue dogs, reading, rainy days, running and long walks in nature. 

My literary agent is Rachelle Gardner of Books and Such Literary.

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